*Don't put too much hopes in someone*
*at last, you will feel that*
*you'll be disappointed*
since yesterday my mood was sucks!
so today
my mood also not really good :
i'm trying to accept all the truths
but its really very hard to do so
only have 2 boys deserve me loves them so much
one is 51893 and another is 11445
i really do love 11445 very much
but i really dont know what is he thinking now
i just want someone to care me and love me
although you dont wanna be with me :(
but can you just dont let me feel that i'm lonely? :(
when the moment i need you
you wasn't here
you keep hurt me
my heart have so many scars
even myself also cant count it
try think for me
i havent be with you
i already cry over 10 times
:(
i'm tiredd
really very tired
sometimes
i just hope can go to another world that without suffers
problems and many sad things
i'm tired of being get hurt
can just give me a comment
should i surrender?
i really need you :(